hello, Where have you been? so much time passed again. since then life has changed in ways, yet, somehow stayed the same. Everyone is older rarely wiser from what's seen. history repeats, mankind weeps and looks away.
Three days like this. slow rain. blanket gray sky. still air. dull light. and slow rain.
you must look for it on purpose. no announcing rumble or flashing light blades. only slow rain.
slow rain does not fall in drops, it seems. but a veil of wet that lays itself silently, softly across the outside world then gathers tiny pellets that roll, slide and dangle off all edges
slipping to the ground below. slow drip...slow drip...slow drip.
I should be ashamed having read so little of so few poets and nothing at all of so many more. they've spent their lives writing words just for the likes of me and I barely know but a few. I should be ashamed to do what I do like I'm the only one who has ever done it when it's mostly been done already and better and oftener before. I should be ashamed and burn my notebooks and break my pencils and read what's already been written and what's being written now. But I am reading what's being written now this minute by me and some others here and there when I can and when I want. I should be ashamed of thinking about quitting. someone somewhere might someday read what I wrote yesterday or today and think about writing what they have to say in their own way and another link gets added to the chain and another chapter is added to the story. I should be ashamed for doing so little. But I'm not.
Sometimes, I am asked "Where do your poems come from? How do you do that?" It can be difficult to explain and often I simply shrug my shoulders and reply "I dunno. Just happens."
The process can be different each time but, one constant is that I keep a notebook and pen with me, always. I never know when the urge to write will appear. Often, it may only be a word or phrase that catches my attention. I never know when they might come together in one piece.
It isn't uncommon for something noted days or even months ago turns out to be a needed title, last line or the inspiration seed that grows into a complete idea.
For example, the poem I'm posting here... the title was written as two lines, out of the blue, several days ago. Last night I was flipping through my notebook, saw those lines, and started thinking thoughts with words in them. They were insistent, demanding to be written. This is what the muse was dictating :
You remind me of someone else...
too much time feeling bound to do, be, say aroused rebellion resulting in not much good for another batch of too much time. lost then found now is when not then. savor self and spend self being true to you. love always honest and much now.